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Hope

10/12/2011

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Majora Carter - Metropolismag.com
Sunday was a magical day. I'll start where I ended, going backwards through the day.

I had the distinct privilege of hearing Majora Carter speak at the AASHE (Association for the Advancement of Sustainability in Higher Education) 2011 Conference at Pittsburgh's David L. Lawrence Convention Center. This is one amazing woman, a fireball of wisdom and energy who is changing communities one by one. Majora lives in the Bronx - grew up there - and has worked with other community members to begin a transformation of the borough and of the lives of its residents. She is an eco-activist whose work and ideas are spreading across the globe. Check her out at these numerous sites to learn more about her and her work - I think she is a prophet for the day and I think you will be inspired. First, there is her award-winning TED Talk - Greening the Ghetto, where I first learned of her. Then - she hosts a public radio program, The Promised Land, in which she shares stories of visionaries and leaders. And, she has started a company, the Majora Carter Group - her vision, in her words:

“I believe that you shouldn’t have to leave your neighborhood to live in a better one... When we allow or encourage our economic practices to tax the environment, we inadvertently tax people too - that ends up costing all of us a lot of money. When we add the moral costs of denying future generations a clean and productive planet to the degraded quality of life offered our fellow citizens who are unable to escape the environmental sacrifice zones - zones created through our collective negligence - the toll becomes untenable... But when we place Democracy ahead of poorly regulated Capitalism in all of our decisions, cost savings - often overlooked by conventional thinking - cascade from many directions."

Regardless of your particular political affiliation, it would be hard to find fault with this woman's work - she engages under- and unemployed community members in productive work to better the natural and built environments in which they live, creating jobs as well as healthy and sustainable places to live - not unlike the Civilian Conservation Corps and other groups that built our nation's infrastructure decades ago. Majora Carter's existence gives me hope.

Before her talk, I browsed through the bookstore at the conference - and I watched author, professor, and environmentalist Bill McKibben talk with students and sign their books. I know that I am a little weird, but tears came to my eyes as I looked through the hundreds of books written to instruct, inspire, argue with people - to wake people up to what is going on around us, to the complicated but real connections between our economic and financial stability, our health and well-being, and the state of our environment, our natural world, across the globe. It gives me hope to see the energy that many very bright people are putting into creative and workable solutions to this state of affairs.

Backing up a little more... I spent the morning at the Allegheny Unitarian Universalist Church - had attended a couple of times before, and was feeling particularly drawn to stop in this week for some reason. On this Yom Kippur weekend of atonement and forgiveness, Holocaust survivor and American soldier Fritz Ottenheimer, German clarinetist Susanna Ortner-Roberts, and her husband, pianist Tom Roberts, presented a moving program - "Who are these Germans?" 

Fritz's tales of his childhood in Germany during the early years of Hitler's reign depicted the challenges and horrors associated with lumping all people of one race, religion, or nationality together into one big glob - in his stories, there were cruel, awful Germans and kind, brave Germans and many more who were silent bystanders. In between his stories, Susanna's clarinet sang with mournful and soulful Klezmer tunes, accompanied by Tom's piano. Then Susanna spoke of her own emigration from Germany to the US, and of the desire of her generation not to feel guilt for the past atrocities which they did not commit, but to learn from them and to work to make the world a better place. Fritz and Susanna present their program to schools, churches, temples, community groups - anywhere people are interested in learning how to tear down walls and reach out to hold hands. I felt tears once again, and hope in my breast.

Julie spent her first Yom Kippur with Greg and his family. I think Michael and Leah were with her family in NYC. I love thinking about this time of year, this holy day, and am happy and grateful that my children are in relationships where they can learn about it. There are wonderful traditions that lead up to Yom Kippur, practices exemplified in the work of Fritz, Susanna, Tom, and Majora ... among them, charity - the ethical imperative to contribute our resources to support the needy, our communal organizations, and to make the world a better place; repentance - acknowledging our shortcomings, showing regret for what we did, and resolving to not make the same mistakes again; and prayer - opening our heart, putting thoughts to words, praying in the plural to ask for the good of all, not for our own personal needs.
  
It has been rainy today - wet brown leaves cover my front walk and there is the smell of wood smoke in the air. I have been listening to old Judy Collins albums - just read her book Morning, Noon, and Night: Living the Creative Life, written several years after her own recovery from her son's suicide and her own abuse of alcohol. She tells the tale of her son's death in Sanity and Grace, and of her own journey back to life and giving.

Out of darkness... music, light, and love.

And hope.

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Ten years later

9/11/2011

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Off and on all day, I have felt tears pricking at the back of my eyes. This is a little unexpected - I am not usually into big official public anniversaries of events. I grieve privately and in my own time. But memories keep floating up - as I am sure they do for many of us.

I imagine many of us remember where we were as the news of the 9/11 tragedies unfolded, the feelings of confusion and the dawning of awareness of what was actually happening. Confusion, yes, that is one feeling that I remember. And fear - I didn't like being at work, away from my family. Tony was at work, Julie at high school, and Michael several hours away at college. My extended family was scattered across the country. 

9/11 occurred during my second week as a faculty member at Chatham University. Before joining Chatham, I had worked for many years in my psychology practice located less than two miles from our home and the children's schools. Even though Julie was in high school by that time, it was a leap, emotionally, for me to move into a new job across town (and, as only Pittsburghers will understand, through a few tunnels and over a few bridges). I always wanted to be within short minutes of the children. Just in case.

My first instinct after hearing the news was to get into my car and drive home to get Julie, to be with her. Well. Not so fast. Chatham had many international students, several from various Arab nations, and we psychology faculty were needed on campus as supports for them. Tony was also called into service because of his work with people experiencing trauma. So I did what we often did in our neighborhood - I reached out to my good friend Marlene, whose kids I drove to school each day along with Julie, and asked for help. And of course she was there. But I desperately wanted to be there, and am still sad today that I was not.

So many things happened so quickly - and later. Seismic changes in the end, ripple effects of this tragedy. I could write a book, as I am sure we all could, about how we were affected in small and large ways by 9/11.

9/11 and the events that followed led me to think about many big subjects that were often on the edges of my mind. Faith, religion, and spirituality. Politics and patriotism (and the many nuances of "patriotism"). The true everlasting bottom-line most important things in life - and the need to nurture and protect these. Compassion for and curiosity about those that are different from me. The ethics and morality of war - how DO we respond to violence? Who are we called to be, as citizens of the globe? I can't say that I have answers for anyone else about these topics, but I have come to peace in my own heart about where I stand. And I grew up - these notions no longer linger on the periphery of my life. They are front and center, day in and day out.

This event led to tension about religion within my extended family - fear can erupt in odd and unexpected ways. Many years later, this conflict is well-resolved, and deeper affection and understanding sit in its place.

I am crying as I write this, viscerally remembering so much. Our family is in a very different place now, ten years later - different, but good places. A marriage ended, and new lives began. A daughter became lost, and has now found herself. A son is married - I have a beautiful new daughter and her amazing family added to my long list of loved ones. Michael and Julie have grown up into loving and kind adults. I moved into the city, across rivers and bridges. My work, new at the time, has become more familiar, and also deeper and more complicated and very satisfying.

There is a phrase that I have heard - maybe a bit clinical-sounding, but meaningful nevertheless. The phrase is "post-traumatic growth." It refers to those miracles of wisdom, humility, compassion, courage, and acceptance that can arise from the ashes of terrible loss. My dream is that we have all experienced some measure of this growth during the last ten years, and that what we have learned will guide us into a more peaceful and loving future together - as individuals and families, communities and nations.

I send you love and peace today.

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It's complicated...

3/30/2011

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It snowed today in Pittsburgh - big white slushy snowflakes - but the good thing was that it still smelled like spring. The snow didn't stick, and couldn't hide the smell of wet soil and new green things. I'm thinking spring is right around the corner - one more week max of this cold weather.... puhleeze?

I got a little feedback about my first post that maybe my words about nature were just a little too Kumbaya-ish - that I failed to recognize all the bad things that arise from the natural world, like earthquakes, cancer, wildfires, hurricanes, plagues. 

Exactly my point. We each have our own beliefs or perceptions about nature - from Kumbaya-butterflies-fluffy clouds nature (cue humming and bonfire smoke) to the mighty-powerful-unpredictable-and-often-cruel force (cue lightning bolts and thunder claps). And maybe we are all correct. The natural world (including us humans) is complex and chaotic and capable of destruction. And it is beautiful and mysterious and capable of healing. Both views can be true.

What determines our views? Our experiences with the natural world itself? Our experiences with other humans? Maybe a little of both? I once read a study in which adults were asked to describe their feelings and perceptions about their parents, and then were later asked about their picture of God. The researcher found that the individuals who had positive relationships with their parents, characterized by nurturing and trust, described a loving and forgiving God, and those who had painful relationships with their parents, involving loss or abuse or neglect, described an angry, judgmental, and punitive God. I don't know if this makes any sense in terms of our perceptions of nature, but we do know that the quality of early relationships has an impact on how we see the world in general as we mature. Our early relationships lay the foundation for cognitive schemata that shape our world-view, our first go-to interpretation of what is in front of us.

Or maybe our perceptions of the natural world are more simply informed by our direct experience, or lack of experience, with it. A counselor I know worked with urban youth who were frequently exposed to and involved in violent life-threatening events. She took the youth on a night-time hike through woods into a large star-lit meadow - maybe hoping to inspire feelings of awe and wonder, thoughts of one's place in the universe. What was inspired was terror! These cocky 16 and 17 year old almost-men were frightened by the open spaces and the dark, and by the unfamiliarity of their surroundings. Mission aborted. I think we are often frightened by what we don't know, what we don't understand, and what we cannot control. And nature can certainly fall in this category.

Something influences our views of nature - something or some things unique to each of us. What has shaped your views?

Mine have changed over the years - keep in mind that I have never experienced a flood or hurricane or earthquake or another tragic natural disaster. My views have ranged from curiosity during childhood, when the outdoors was our world and mysteries abounded.... to occasional indifference during high school alternating with some Kumbaya times at church retreats (okay, I admit it!).... to respect and awe and curiosity again, and even shyness, as an adult. I feel shyness as I learn to plant my first kind of big garden - like I am finally getting to know someone well who has been around for a long time, and I don't exactly know what to say or do, and I am wondering if that someone will find me worthy! (You might understand my doubts when you hear that my first garden yielded one - yes ONE (1) - zucchini! I have never ever met anyone who got only one zucchini! I was truly humbled.)


For some reason, a constant through my life has been a love of thunderstorms - the louder the better. I think they remind me that there is something much bigger and more powerful than I am out there, and that feels reassuring and safe to me.


And now that I am thinking about it, these changes kind of parallel my spiritual development and political growth through life. Does that make sense? I know I cannot separate my feelings and thoughts about sustainable living and the natural world from my values, politics, imagination, and spiritual life. I suspect this might be true of others as well. What do you think?



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    Mary Beth Mannarino is a licensed psychologist who provides coaching in the areas of leadership, career, life, and parenting. She is also an environmental and climate educator and activist. Dr. Mannarino is professor emeritus at Chatham University where she continues to teach courses to students in health professions related to environment and well-being.

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